Let me hear you call my name.
Celine is my name.19th Feb is my day. Nan Hua High School, 207'll <3 Take as much love you need. More than words.
You know you love me, too.
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Monday, January 31, 2011
GRRR ROARZXC .I'M SO DAMN BORED . AND VEXED WITH MY HOMEWORK . lots of things happened , and I'm like a total wreck . It'll take a long while before I return to my old self inside and out . I expected 2011 to be a good year , a year full of positve happenings , and happiness . However , somehow or rather , 2011 just wanted to prove that I was f*cking wrong . Yeah , thanks 2011 , you proved to me that I was f*cking wrong by turning my life upside down . Now I'm really lost , and my heart feels so empty . I've lost somebody forever , and all I can do , is only wait till I die . Only then can I see him again . ): // I miss you so much , you left without saying a word , and I didn't even get to see you or call you for one last time . I never expected our next meet to be at the wake . You mean more than my own life . I would give everything just to have you . I miss the times whereby you'll ask me to sleep early , and when you nag at me , making me take those herbal soups you brew for me . I miss you making half boiled eggs for me , and teasing me when I wake up really late . I miss you swearing in the car when you see those bloody reckless drivers . I miss you ranting at that neighbour , I miss the smell of you . I miss your footsteps and your snores . I miss you hugging me . Whenever I walked with you , you would hold my hand . You hand is so warm , and nice . That is the best feeling in the world . You've done so much for me . You were more than a grandfather , you were my best friend , and like my father . You promised to make me my fave dish , but in an instance , you were gone . I just really wanna let you know that I love you alot . I nag at you to take your medicine because I care , and sometimes when I talk back at you , it doesn't mean that i don't like you . I love you so much , grandpapa . Why won't you let me dream of you? I can't bear to go home , because every corner of the house reminds me of you . I can see you combing your hair , I can hear you snoring . You once frightened me when you didn't wake up in your sleep , but you opened your sleepy eyes and smiled at me . Now , you're in an eternal slumber . All the memories I once had with you are just images in my brain . I think of you every second . You are now my motivation behind everything . I promise to study hard and listen to mummy , and take care of grandma . I'll shower her with more love than ever . Grandpa , I really want to hear your voice so badly . I really miss you so much ): I'll be visiting you this wednesday morning . Please do not worry about us , and be happy in heaven . You know that we all love you , and I know you love all of us too . I know God will take good care of you , and that you're in good hands . Grandpa , I love you. |
Goodbye.
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